It’s very queer.
Stop, Stubb; somehow, now, I don’t well know whether to go back and strike him, or—what’s that?—down here on my knees and pray for him?
Yes, that was the thought coming up in me; but it would be the first time I ever _did_ pray.
It’s queer; very queer; and he’s queer too; aye, take him fore and aft, he’s about the queerest old man Stubb ever sailed with.
How he flashed at me!—his eyes like powder-pans!
is he mad?
Anyway there’s something on his mind, as sure as there must be something on a deck when it cracks.
He aint in his bed now, either, more than three hours out of the twenty-four; and he don’t sleep then.
Didn’t that Dough-Boy, the steward, tell me that of a morning he always finds the old man’s hammock clothes all rumpled and tumbled, and the sheets down at the foot, and the coverlid almost tied into knots, and the pillow a sort of frightful hot, as though a baked brick had been on it?
A hot old man!
I guess he’s got what some folks ashore call a conscience; it’s a kind of Tic-Dolly-row they say—worse nor a toothache.
Well, well; I don’t know what it is, but the Lord keep me from catching it.
He’s full of riddles; I wonder what he goes into the after hold for, every night, as Dough-Boy tells me he suspects; what’s that for, I should like to know?
Who’s made appointments with him in the hold?
Ain’t that queer, now?
But there’s no telling, it’s the old game—Here goes for a snooze.
Damn me, it’s worth a fellow’s while to be born into the world, if only to fall right asleep.
And now that I think of it, that’s about the first thing babies do, and that’s a sort of queer, too.
Damn me, but all things are queer, come to think of ’em.
But that’s against my principles.
Think not, is my eleventh commandment; and sleep when you can, is my twelfth—So here goes again.
But how’s that?
didn’t he call me a dog?
blazes!
he called me ten times a donkey, and piled a lot of jackasses on top of _that!_ He might as well have kicked me, and done with it.
Maybe he _did_ kick me, and I didn’t observe it, I was so taken all aback with his brow, somehow.
It flashed like a bleached bone.
What the devil’s the matter with me?
I don’t stand right on my legs.
Coming afoul of that old man has a sort of turned me wrong side out.
By the Lord, I must have been dreaming, though—How?
how?
how?—but the only way’s to stash it; so here goes to hammock again; and in the morning, I’ll see how this plaguey juggling thinks over by daylight.